THE SUNDAY CURRENTLY | 08

I don’t have a recent photo to put on this post so I  just decided to get one on the internet that kinda sums up how I feel today.

Mixed emotions. I was happy earlier today but this evening, we received a saddening call. It was so heartbreaking. I don’t even wanna post this TSC today but I don’t want to miss even a single entry of this post. Don’t let my sadness get into you, guys. This won’t last. Be strong and have faith. ☺ Now, unto the currentlies..

CURRENTLY

Reading

None.

Writing

This entry.

Listening

Besides the spiels of the tv show? None.

Thinking

About some serious stuffs. 😪

Smelling

*sniff sniff*

Wishing

For things to go well this coming 2016.

Hoping

All the good things for my mother, she deserves it. She’s been so hardworking. She’s so selfless.

Wearing

“Artist” shirt and blue shorts. 

Loving

My cellphone and a my new memory card. Mom bought me a new one last two weeks. It’s Oppo Neo 7 and so far, it’s the best cellphone I ever had! 😍

Wanting

I’ve been wanting to buy new clothes (mostly shorts hihi) lately and I don’t know why.

Needing

To rest. I feel so so so so tired.

Feeling

Not so good, tho. But it’s okay. I’ll be fine. And a glass of ice cream will do. Yes, a GLASS of ice cream. ☺🍦🍦

 

So, how’d your Sunday turned out? 

And oh, don’t forget to join The Sunday Currently link-up by siddathornton! 

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

“It’s the most beautiful time of the year.”

Yes, indeed. Besides New Year (and of course, my birthday hihi) it’s Christmas that I am looking forward to, too. It’s that time where you see people giving back and sending love to their family and everyone around them. It’s that time of the year where you see those genuine smiles and tears of joy of everyone who received so much love on this day. And it’s a wonderful feeling to be the one behind those happiness that they feel. 🎄

Before this day comes, I have been receiving so many blessings already. And for that, I couldn’t ask for more but to share my blessings to the people I love. “It’s better to give than to receive”, that’s what I keep in mind always, not just on Christmas day. The thought of giving without asking anything in return, it’s just perfect. Seeing joy in people is more than enough to be happy. As that famous Christmas song goes, “Give love on Christmas day”. 💓

Every Christmas, I am expected to go home to my province and celebrate my Christmas there. But things were a little different today, I didn’t go home and just decided to stay and celebrate my Christmas here in the city. Yeah, it was not that grand with all the foods and stuffs and even money but it was way happier. ☺ We cleaned our house in the morning, had some lunch then we went to the market and the mall. As usual, we bought stuffs for the cafe (mugs, mats, knives, etc.). Today was a combination of celebrating Christmas plus bonding with my mother. Nothing beats spending time with your mother. 💗

Before I end this Christmas post, I want to greet you all a Merry, Merry Christmas! I hope you all had a Christmas filled with happiness and love.

IT’S WEDNESDAY!

I really can’t find the right position to be comfortable with. I wasn’t feeling so good today and I feel sore because of yesterday’s workout. I’ve been complaining so much today tho I know that it’s normal and I’ve felt this before. 😂 Still, nothing’s gonna stop me! I wanted to go to the gym today but unfortunately, we finalized our menus for our coffee shop and ended late so I didn’t had the chance to workout. But it’s pretty fine because it’s for the cafe we’re planning to open. ☺

My cousin and I brainstormed again about our menus and listed down the ingredients we’ll be needing. Talking about foods, it makes me hungry. We spent almost 3 hours thinking and watching some “how to’s” and it was fun. 😄 Afterwards, mom already finished her lesson and then she accompanied us to the supermarket. We already bought the ingredients we listed because tomorrow, we’re gonna cook them all! Look who’s excited! *raises hand*

My day’s well spent today even though I’m awkwardly walking around the mall earlier due to my soreness. Hahaha, I can still imagine myself. 😂

Anyways, I just thought of sharing how my day was with you, guys (I say “guys” as if I have a 100 followers hahahaha). I hope you had an awesome day as much as I do!

I’ll talk to you again on my next post.

TUESDAY GYM DAY

“Thank you, Lord!”, that was what my mom said when I told her that I am finally going back to the gym with my best friend.

I can’t blame her tho, I gained so much weight since classes start this school year. And. My. Uniform. Doesn’t. Fit. Me. Anymore. 😭

I don’t have a problem with how I weigh but I loved how I felt when I was not weighing so much before. I wanted to feel good again. I must admit that I feel a bit conscious lately since I started gaining weight. Almost half of my clothes doesn’t fit me and I really feel sad about it. I just hope I’ll continue going to the gym like I did before. It was tiring and a bit painful but it’s worth it in the end. ☺

And now, I just came home from the gym. And I know already what am I going to feel tomorrow – painful back, painful legs, painful arms, painful everything.

Oh the things you do to lose weight. *sighs*

But remember, being skinny or fat is fine. Because every size is beautiful. What’s important is that you feel good with your body, you can enhance it as long as it makes you happy. ☺

I’ll catch up with you on my next post.

Good night. 😄

LOST CHANCES

There are things we wished we said before we run out of time. There are words that needed to be said but we just can’t – maybe we’re just too scared to try. We all have our reasons why we kept silent; why we chose to not say a word. And now you’re sitting there, thinking how stupid you are to let the only chance you have to vanish. Maybe if you took the chance, things would’ve happen differently.. or would it? Or maybe it’s really supposed to happen that way and not as how you want it to be.

Or simply because life just happened. Life – where there are lots of ups and downs, where we don’t always get what we wanted, where at the end of the day, we often end up being disappointed.

From the day he said her name; from the day she felt his care, she started to fall in love with him.. little by little. And that it was him; of all the time, it was always him. Not the man she’s talking about but the man whom she’s talking to.

So many things she wanted to tell him when she had the chance. She was waiting for that moment; that one very moment to tell him everything she wanted to say. She doesn’t care anymore as to what will happen next. Whether it’s positive or negative, she’s made up her mind. Just when she had the chance to say everything, he already lost his chance to listen and the only thing that’s left of him was to walk away. No reasons, no goodbyes..

Nothing.